it's just julie, that's all.

before :: after

>>> a dream i had last night


i had a dream last night; you were there.

you asked me to come to the pool with you, which sort of makes sense, seeing as though you are a swimmer and all, but it doesn't make sense because you never ask me to do anything. i always have to ask.

"now," you started, "i'm going to be wearing a speedo. don't feel awkward." i said okay, i would try not to be.

i was wearing my bathing suit. which was strange that i even agreed to go to the pool with you, because i would probably never be seen in a bathing suit by you in waking life...

anyways.

you started doing laps.

then you swam over to me and put your hands around my waist. i got nervous and leapt up, moved a good two feet away. you popped your head out of the water.

"i;m sorry," i started. "i just, i'm just really self conscious. i... you shouldn't want to touch me."


then
you hoisted yourself up onto the ledge. smiled.

then you kissed me on the cheek. gave me a towel.
we left the pool and threw our clothes on, walked outside and started talking.

then i woke up.



posted by julianne @ 9:18 am on 02.28.07



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