it's just julie, that's all.

before :: after

>>> rejection letter


and then

one more time i wasn't good enough
didn't make it to make it to the top

didn't have enough to stand out
didn't stand out enough to stand up

didn't stand up enough to make my presence known

didn't know enough to have a presence

i failed
the expectations unfulfilled

the people cheering me on
are bewildered

what do they see in me?
not enough to see

something worth holding on to.

it is over

i am rejected



posted by julianne @ 7:56 pm on 10.31.06



the one week affair - 12.03.06
nauseous sunday mornings - 12.03.06
aftermath - 12.03.06
the feeling the tension the reality that slid out from under me that dripped from the sky into a puddle at my feet the kiss without femininity taken on tiptoes. apathetic lip to apathetic lip. - 11.30.06
thanksgiving break - 11.24.06




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